Happiness found me :)

There are lots of words left unsaid. It was a rainy night, I was left there standing, thinking why you left me just like that, crying myself out, all alone on that dark night. I wanted you to hear me out, but you just continue to walk away. I want to shout, just shout all the things I wanted to tell you, because no one seems to care. You just left me there hanging, alone. 

You never gave me the chance to say things, things that I am longing to say. In that dark alley, I felt so scared and lonely. I waited for you to turn around, for you to hug me so tight and tell me that you love me so much, that you can’t lose me. And I waited. I waited and waited until seconds turned into minutes and minutes turned into hours, but you never came back for me. You walked away and that time I knew that I lost you forever. I was heartbroken! I was a mess!

 Then after months of trying to put back all the broken pieces of my heart, you came back, asking for another chance. How could you? How could you asked me as if nothing happened? How could you come back after what you did?

You said you’re wrong for the stupid things you made in the past and that you’re sorry, but please understand that what you did hurt me so much that I can’t forgive you just like that. I can’t accept you, I’m sorry. I am happy and contented for what I have now. There are so many things that had happened after you walked away. 

Yes, I was a mess after that incident, but I learned to stand up again and move on so I think this is the right thing to say to you, “Please, stop. I don’t want to be that kind of girl again. I don’t want to go back with you and give you again the power to break my heart. Just stop, and let us both be happy with the people who deserve us. I wish you happiness because I am now… HAPPY.”

-kath.o8-