“She’s the girl who
never seems to fail to remind me how much she loves me. She’s the girl who’s
always there, never leaves my side and who’s willing to do everything for me.
She’s the girl who gives me lots of thoughtful presents and never stops even I
don’t seem to care to her at all. She’s the girl who’s always been hurt but
can’t even let go of me. She’s the girl who’s not my type and never will be my
type at all!” Those are the words I use to describe her. She’s a one hell of a
problem in my life. I don’t know how to handle her anymore. I can’t totally
push her away because she doesn't want to. She always seems to have her way on me.
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I never liked her,
not even once. Just looking at her, ugh… I can’t take it. One glance can
totally spoil my day. Everything about her is not on my list of standards for
girls. I wish she doesn’t think that I will like her that way because I don’t. I
want to be good to her but how? She has expectations. She has hopes. I don’t
want to have some connections with her. She’s not pretty or sexy and because of
that, she’s not my type. But… She has this kindness towards people that’s why she
can make everyone like her…
Even Me…..
Yeah, you heard
that right. Even ME!
She’s not my ideal
girl. I made it pretty clear above, but I literally ate my words. Damn! Am I
really saying this? But yeah, I ate my words, because I fell for her! I fell
for the girl whom I said is never going to be my girlfriend ever because SHE’S
NOT MY TYPE. It’s funny how some things turn out to be exactly different as to what
we planned or see it would be, but I am happy. Absolutely and ridiculously
happy!
I fell for the girl. She’s just so
sweet, thoughtful, and very loving but there are just two things that I really admire about her. First is that she have never given up on me. There’s no time
when I felt like she doesn’t love me anymore, and that’s something. The second
one is that she loves everything about me, even my flaws, and even after what I
did to her. Of course I want a girl who can accept all of me, someone who will find
me interesting and worth having even in my worst state. We started in a very different page. She
likes me, but I don’t like her. She admires me, but I hate her. And all of that
changes when I finally see the goodness in her, when I finally realize how
special she is. Finally, I can say that I am blessed to have her because she’s
a girl worth having. I believe that I already found my real happiness in her. J
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