Unsent Letters

Unsent Letters

100+ letters, 100+ days of expressing my feelings, 100% of having my feelings on the line, 100% effort, every day, every single day, I’m writing these goddamn letters. They have a recipient but they’re totally not going to be on his hands and read it. I can’t give this bunch of letters to that guy. It’s not going to happen. I pour my whole heart to all these letters and when he gets the chance to read these, it’s like I gave him a key to open and enter the deepest part of me, my heart.

Some of these were written in morning, some were in night, and some were written in school while some were just at home. Some were happy and some were sad. I say everything that I feel in these letters because that’s where the only time I can really say to him what I feel.

Have you ever experience writing letters and not having the courage to send all of it to someone? That’s just so stupid and a total waste of time and effort, right? Why would you write something that will be left on your drawer for years? Just put those damn letters on the mail box and send it. I hope it’s really that easy, but it’s not. Most women who have one-sided love tend to do this thing. Why? Because they’re too afraid to know what would be the replies. But come to think of it, how will you know if he likes it or rather, how he feels, if you don’t send it. Sometimes, it takes giving up all your fears and worries just to know what will happen. Take the risk and you’ll see how this is all going to end.

-kAth.o8-